I miss my daughter. I lost my best friend, my confidant, my source of laughter, my cuddle bunny, my shoulder to cry on, my dance partner, my music partner, my co-worker, my strength. Most of all, I lost my dreams for her.

I am riding a roller coaster ride of emotions. My life has blown up. I am trying to put the pieces together in a new form. There are so many things I wish I could have said or done. I am restless, sleepless. New thoughts come up all the time. I am forever changed. I am just trying to learn a new reality.